Whatever That Is Left In Me

Whatever that is left in me .....
I keep it aside for you .... my dear
Whatever that is left to say
I already know , so I don't wanna hear


I choose not to see the sign 
I choose not to step out of line 
It's your will to walk away 
To tread on a different passage way 


here's my parting gift , my love 
My Shadow ... and the Sun above
My Sun will keep u warm like I did 
My shadow will be there if you need


My Love is not a leash 
I told you so,
Through my letter : 
" I Let you go "

If We Meet Again

If we meet again, we two
In orange red Sun and in sky blue
Will the Sun burn the sky?
Embracing the sun will it die?
The sky?

If we meet again, yes again
In grey mist and in rain
Will the mist cry in pain?
And turn into rain?
The mist?

If we meet again, you and me
In some cafe, coffee or tea?
Will you ask me to stay
A little longer than a normal day?
Side by side?

If we meet again, when we’re old,
In closed chapters of tale once told.
Will you tell your children, that you
Were in love with me and us two,
Walked side by side …. Once ?

Stillborn Love

Acting all these years
Hiding futile tears
And now everything comes undone

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My heart didn't melt
Although I felt
Your face curved on my heart of stone

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My unspoken fear
And things that I hold dear
What if they're lost , ... they're gone ?

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Hiding from you, running away 
Colour of thoughts, turning grey
My dream of love is a stillborn

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I wait for you , my dead child's mother !
I Love you still , and no other
So what , even if my love is a stillborn ?

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The Crime

Daily dose of truth
Trying to turn blind
Embittered by light
The prisoner of my mind
Committed the crime

No more, I'm tired
I don't wanna hear
The words against you,
They spoke , were fired
By the guilt they feared 

I give up, You win with ease
I surrender, got nothing left
But this disease
It's all I kept away from you
But your greed, devoured all
The starting of your fall

Later that day

Later that day
After you left...
I knew how wrong I was

One more chance
Just this once...

I’ll win you back
From stars

And much later
We’re together
I have you with me... my sweet

Life time long
Life time short
Forever ....you, I need

Feelings subtle
Feelings strong
And tender touches meet

As the hours pass us by
Every moment as it dies
Love’s monument
For these moments
For the fleeting love of mine....

Walking...

Walking...
Stopping to stare

It’s changing...
Here and there

Passing...
Through what was mine

But I had to go...
To toe the line

Seeing...
The city I left behind

I may see you someday...
Will you mind?

I left here
Much more than the city

I left a face...
Oh, so pretty

I told you then...
That I will come

So I came...
But you’re not home

Closed windows....
Gathering dust

There I stood...
I stood aghast

A Dream

Long ago... not so long ago...
I had this dream...that I could fly.....

But I never flew...and I never knew...
What’s it’s like to kiss the sky....

So in my dreams...
I spread my wings....
I try to stay alive

I can’t fly....
My dreams can....
To taste the freedom I strive...

Day in and out
Round about....
People pass me by
The ones I love....
The treasure trove
They come and ask me “Why?”

They do not know
The pain and sorrow
I leave behind when I go...
I’m dying to kiss the sky above....
But then they’ll never know

Deep inside
A feeling resides
A feeling that will take me high.....
But I never flew...and I never knew...
What’s it’s like to kiss the sky....