Cardinal sin

Crystalline pure

Purest of sins

That I cannot endure

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his great golden spear … filled with fire …plunged into me several times … penetrated to myentrails … a sweetness so extreme that one could notpossibly wish it to stop

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The Union awaited

Pleasure comes calling

Passion arises

Faith start's recoiling

With fire in his blood

He came into me

I'm NOT breaking Vow

STILL holding Celibacy

Perfect unison

Of body and soul

And the poison

Of religious ghoul

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He wrapped my body

In Seraphimatic fire

And seeded my womb

With God's desire

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And now I mother a new GOD

Final Words ...

Ending my life finally ....

Sorry i can't stay

Going down one final time

Never again to come this way

Won't say goodbye

'Cause you don't deserve it

But I'll die

And I'll just leave it

Upto you to decide

To burn me or to bury ....

I'm Done with this world

You all betrayed me

My life was gnarled

You tried to hide from me

That you want to forget

Me in a hurry ....

The Story Of Light

The story of light

Darkness defeated

Overlooked in delight

The girl who besotted

Darkness

The girl weeps alone

For darkness , she lost

Emotions turn to stone

"Then there was LIGHT"

But at what cost ?

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And then the girl sang .........

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Dark is the time ..

Dark are my eyes ....

Dark is my hymn

Dark is the sky's

Dark layerd rain

Dark is the colour Of my beloved pain !

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And the light-bearers celebrated

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Darkness , is gone

With the coming morn

New changes are here

Darkness and fear

Vanquished forever .....

Hail our lord !

For "light", he wished

He's our god !

Darkness diminished

On the edge of his sword !

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The girl, stone faced

Manages a smile, pain laced

Stands up and says ........

Your God is nothing

At the end of days .....

"Darkness will be back !"

A Poet Can Never Rest In Peace

A poet can never rest in peace
And forget all his miseries
No choice but to create along
With pearls of pain , a happy song
Even against his own free will
Or does he have a free will still ?

A poet , a prisoner
The same forever
Born a weaver
of tales , believer
Of goodness in man
He concieves peace
But to Rest in it ....
That ,he never can ....

Rust In peace

I love you for what you are 
I love your for no reason known
I loved you when you were far
I love you still for your heart of stone

I love you 'cause I like pain
I love you 'cause I love to part
With my tears when you hurt 
Me ,this way, again !

I loved you from the dawns of past
I loved your fragile kiss
I'll love you till my heart can last
And now my love, RUST in peace !

A Dream's Abortion

A void and endless feeling sinks
Quick sand gulps life
Lives are death's own missing links
Lonesome faces depicts strife

Slowly ...slowly ...life wanes
Death waits , more than eager
Eyes blurred , blood stained dagger
Slowly ... life slowly wanes

Someone .... a girl .... a song bird
Untold ... a dream ..... never heard
subtle feeling .... fleeting haze
Shelter found .... loving gaze

Of Chances missed and shades of RED,
So much to say ...but never said
You never look back when you make a choice
And Now you long to hear a voice

A Star's Plight

Stars do part
Spirits do cry
Heart does yearn
So does the sky

When the stars part
leaving holes in the sky
rain drops pour , 
Tear drops dry

Dawn drowns the stars,
Drowsy after giving light
through the night !
Takes to bed .....

40 winks , 
A dream of light
One wish to flicker
A star's plight ...