Cardinal sin

Crystalline pure

Purest of sins

That I cannot endure

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his great golden spear … filled with fire …plunged into me several times … penetrated to myentrails … a sweetness so extreme that one could notpossibly wish it to stop

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The Union awaited

Pleasure comes calling

Passion arises

Faith start's recoiling

With fire in his blood

He came into me

I'm NOT breaking Vow

STILL holding Celibacy

Perfect unison

Of body and soul

And the poison

Of religious ghoul

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He wrapped my body

In Seraphimatic fire

And seeded my womb

With God's desire

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And now I mother a new GOD

Final Words ...

Ending my life finally ....

Sorry i can't stay

Going down one final time

Never again to come this way

Won't say goodbye

'Cause you don't deserve it

But I'll die

And I'll just leave it

Upto you to decide

To burn me or to bury ....

I'm Done with this world

You all betrayed me

My life was gnarled

You tried to hide from me

That you want to forget

Me in a hurry ....

The Story Of Light

The story of light

Darkness defeated

Overlooked in delight

The girl who besotted

Darkness

The girl weeps alone

For darkness , she lost

Emotions turn to stone

"Then there was LIGHT"

But at what cost ?

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And then the girl sang .........

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Dark is the time ..

Dark are my eyes ....

Dark is my hymn

Dark is the sky's

Dark layerd rain

Dark is the colour Of my beloved pain !

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And the light-bearers celebrated

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Darkness , is gone

With the coming morn

New changes are here

Darkness and fear

Vanquished forever .....

Hail our lord !

For "light", he wished

He's our god !

Darkness diminished

On the edge of his sword !

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The girl, stone faced

Manages a smile, pain laced

Stands up and says ........

Your God is nothing

At the end of days .....

"Darkness will be back !"

A Poet Can Never Rest In Peace

A poet can never rest in peace
And forget all his miseries
No choice but to create along
With pearls of pain , a happy song
Even against his own free will
Or does he have a free will still ?

A poet , a prisoner
The same forever
Born a weaver
of tales , believer
Of goodness in man
He concieves peace
But to Rest in it ....
That ,he never can ....

Rust In peace

I love you for what you are 
I love your for no reason known
I loved you when you were far
I love you still for your heart of stone

I love you 'cause I like pain
I love you 'cause I love to part
With my tears when you hurt 
Me ,this way, again !

I loved you from the dawns of past
I loved your fragile kiss
I'll love you till my heart can last
And now my love, RUST in peace !

A Dream's Abortion

A void and endless feeling sinks
Quick sand gulps life
Lives are death's own missing links
Lonesome faces depicts strife

Slowly ...slowly ...life wanes
Death waits , more than eager
Eyes blurred , blood stained dagger
Slowly ... life slowly wanes

Someone .... a girl .... a song bird
Untold ... a dream ..... never heard
subtle feeling .... fleeting haze
Shelter found .... loving gaze

Of Chances missed and shades of RED,
So much to say ...but never said
You never look back when you make a choice
And Now you long to hear a voice

A Star's Plight

Stars do part
Spirits do cry
Heart does yearn
So does the sky

When the stars part
leaving holes in the sky
rain drops pour , 
Tear drops dry

Dawn drowns the stars,
Drowsy after giving light
through the night !
Takes to bed .....

40 winks , 
A dream of light
One wish to flicker
A star's plight ...

Whatever That Is Left In Me

Whatever that is left in me .....
I keep it aside for you .... my dear
Whatever that is left to say
I already know , so I don't wanna hear


I choose not to see the sign 
I choose not to step out of line 
It's your will to walk away 
To tread on a different passage way 


here's my parting gift , my love 
My Shadow ... and the Sun above
My Sun will keep u warm like I did 
My shadow will be there if you need


My Love is not a leash 
I told you so,
Through my letter : 
" I Let you go "

If We Meet Again

If we meet again, we two
In orange red Sun and in sky blue
Will the Sun burn the sky?
Embracing the sun will it die?
The sky?

If we meet again, yes again
In grey mist and in rain
Will the mist cry in pain?
And turn into rain?
The mist?

If we meet again, you and me
In some cafe, coffee or tea?
Will you ask me to stay
A little longer than a normal day?
Side by side?

If we meet again, when we’re old,
In closed chapters of tale once told.
Will you tell your children, that you
Were in love with me and us two,
Walked side by side …. Once ?

Stillborn Love

Acting all these years
Hiding futile tears
And now everything comes undone

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My heart didn't melt
Although I felt
Your face curved on my heart of stone

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My unspoken fear
And things that I hold dear
What if they're lost , ... they're gone ?

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Hiding from you, running away 
Colour of thoughts, turning grey
My dream of love is a stillborn

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I wait for you , my dead child's mother !
I Love you still , and no other
So what , even if my love is a stillborn ?

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The Crime

Daily dose of truth
Trying to turn blind
Embittered by light
The prisoner of my mind
Committed the crime

No more, I'm tired
I don't wanna hear
The words against you,
They spoke , were fired
By the guilt they feared 

I give up, You win with ease
I surrender, got nothing left
But this disease
It's all I kept away from you
But your greed, devoured all
The starting of your fall

Later that day

Later that day
After you left...
I knew how wrong I was

One more chance
Just this once...

I’ll win you back
From stars

And much later
We’re together
I have you with me... my sweet

Life time long
Life time short
Forever ....you, I need

Feelings subtle
Feelings strong
And tender touches meet

As the hours pass us by
Every moment as it dies
Love’s monument
For these moments
For the fleeting love of mine....

Walking...

Walking...
Stopping to stare

It’s changing...
Here and there

Passing...
Through what was mine

But I had to go...
To toe the line

Seeing...
The city I left behind

I may see you someday...
Will you mind?

I left here
Much more than the city

I left a face...
Oh, so pretty

I told you then...
That I will come

So I came...
But you’re not home

Closed windows....
Gathering dust

There I stood...
I stood aghast

A Dream

Long ago... not so long ago...
I had this dream...that I could fly.....

But I never flew...and I never knew...
What’s it’s like to kiss the sky....

So in my dreams...
I spread my wings....
I try to stay alive

I can’t fly....
My dreams can....
To taste the freedom I strive...

Day in and out
Round about....
People pass me by
The ones I love....
The treasure trove
They come and ask me “Why?”

They do not know
The pain and sorrow
I leave behind when I go...
I’m dying to kiss the sky above....
But then they’ll never know

Deep inside
A feeling resides
A feeling that will take me high.....
But I never flew...and I never knew...
What’s it’s like to kiss the sky....